Sunday, August 09, 2009

Nothing Much

So there is, like I said, nothing much new going on. Jamie and I went to a pirate thing this weekend which was a lot of fun. I am now the proud owner of not one but two pirate flags. (One for the front by the door and one off the back deck, duh.) I am considering quite seriously instituting an annual "pirate party" over the summer to be held, in costume, at my home... that would be a LOT of fun!

My fingers hurt from working on my tribal bra and I don't even think the stupid thing is going to fit. It really pisses me off; more than I want to think about. My Mom got home from the beach and looked and it and she thinks we may be able to salvage this one, but if not it shouldn't be too bad finding one that does fit and should work... I am just so annoyed that I spent so much time on it and it is so wrong. That makes me sad. I guess I should be happy because at least the stupid thing is not finished. The trim and a row of ornamentation is on, but I did not attach the coins yet so I guess I should be happy about that.

I am starting to realize the symptoms of my apprehension and nervousness about the coming school year which starts in a week. I find myself wanting to eat, all the time, and crap. Ice cream and chips and other stuff that is very not good for me. I am trying to realize that the only reason I want it is because I am feeling stressed and apprehensive about it, but it doesn't help the fact that I still want it. But, it has helped me to resist. Some.

Anyway, so I should stop writing about nothing. I am sorry to those people who feel that a "blog" should be about "something" relative or helpful to others. Mine is about me. It is my diary. That I know others can read it helps me to hold true to myself.

I hope you all are well.
All of my love to you.
Ali