Did I mention???
Hi
Did I mention that I had a tournament this past weekend? Because I did. And, did I further mention that sex is good? Because it is. Not that I am having any, but I am apparently still living a borderline OCD life and it is on my mind... a lot.
So the tournament was in NJ and it went well. Nothing was canceled because of weather and that is good. The large majority of officials showed up and that is even better.
I am very tired and very happy to be done and on my way home to my very own bed, in my very own house, with my very own dog and no one and nothing to bother us in our solitude until I deem it time. THIS is a VERY GOOD THING.
I sincerely hope that everything is good in your part of the world and I love you all.
Positive thoughts to the universe.
<3
Ali
NoBody Reads This
So I know that no one actually reads this anymore but it still makes me sad since I have decided to pick it back up again. I like having an electronic conscience and miss that it is only my own reflected back to me. I hope you all are having fun and such. I will expect some something soon.
I am tired of wanting sex and not having it. I am also tired of being in control of relationships where I could most likely have sex having to be the one to say "no"- what is that shit all about I don't know - I ask you?
Anyway, so I feel very attractive (if not beautiful) and I have no where to go and no one to do. Why is life such a waste sometimes?!?!?!??!?!!
Love to you all
Ali
<3
An End.. and a New Beginning?
So I am officially done with Southern Middle School. And I may be joining Chesapeake High School as a... drum roll please... calculus teacher!!! How F*
ing awesome is that? I am about to die. If it actually happens I will let you know (once my heart has been re-started). If I go there I will also be teaching either Algebra 2 (which will be fun) or Geometry (which would be AWESOME because I already have all the resources and lessons and worksheets and all of that happy stuff).
I am going to see a fantastic band tonight,
Telesma, at The Whiskey in Annapolis and that is exciting in itself. It's even more exciting because they travel with Belly Dancers! Hooray for dancing!
I am so excited to start my summer off with a very promising interview, a concert with friends and dancing, and then tomorrow I am going to the Potomac Celtic Festival in Virginia and picking up my hand made black leather pants! This is almost too exciting. Oh, and I am working on another encounter with my friend, which is a VERY GOOD thing.
Much love to you all -
MWAH!
<3
Ali
T -4 days and counting
That's it! That's all the time standing between me and my SUMMER OFF! I love it. I am SO ready. I have a million and one projects going and planned, including but very certainly not limited to finishing the refinish of my basement. Oh, I am also in the process of amassing the proper costuming for the troupe I am joining... which will require me to use my new sowing machine to make a few things and I am completely psyched about it!
So updates:
The photo shoot went very well - in some of the shots I look really very pretty. Once they are online I will post a link (as if anyone reads this, but W).
I have had sex. Only once (which is sad) but it was planned and not random and that makes me feel very good and completely guilt free about it. It was even more fun and pleasurable than I remembered which is a very good thing.
I have successfully completed my first lax tournament and I went on a mini-vacation all by my happily independent self.
Oh, and Cammi has been released from the doctor to exercise at will and she is doing a whole lot better. She's still not 100% (maybe 85 at this point) but her recovery is going really well.
Anyway, I am brain dead from my weekend of all lacrosse-no sleep so I'm gonna go. Hope all is well in your world.
much love
