last night's dream
I have a little head cold. It is by no means anything like my early January near-death like experience. It upsets me a lot, however, since I should have a free pass. You know, I was sooo sick before, I shouldn't have to worry about getting sick again until at least next fall... apparently that's not to be the case and it sucks.Because of this cold there have been some side effects - achy, sneezy, congested general crankiness (well, plus I'm PMSing pretty hard as it's 34 days and no sign of my friend) with an inability to sleep the night through and some really crazy dreams thrown in for fun. The whole reason I am bringing this up is the dream thing. I don't normally remember any of my dreams, and when I do there usually seems to be a reason for it. Sometimes it takes me a while to figure it our, though ;)
Last night I remembered my dream. Mostly. I should have told you all (or should I just say both of you?) about it sooner so I remembered more, but too late now.
I am dreaming, and I know I'm dreaming and I'm in my house. It doesn't really look like my house but it is - and it is a house. My X shows up, completely unexpected and looking like he did when we first started dating when I was in college, and asks me to marry him. He has some sort of red plastic box thing, that is also a ring (like you can get out of a gum ball machine) and the insanely huge "gem" on the top opens - and inside in some sort of strange circular holder thing, is a loose diamond. And it's big - like over 2 or 3k big - and he does the whole on the knee thing and all of that. I don't answer because I don't know what to say. I mean, like I wanted to say no, but I couldn't - and I had this crazy compulsion to call my Mom because if I talked to her I could tell him no and he would go away. But I can't call her because I know she's not there and I have to do this myself but I don't seem to be able to and I don't know why. And then somehow my house was the trailer that Bud lived in (from Kill Bill 2) and my X was topless. And his tattoos were all wrong. I mean, some of them are still there, and there were some new ones and somehow some of the old ones were covered over, but not really. Almost like he had make-up on top of them but it wasn't make-up - like he had flesh color tattooed over the tattoo and it was translucent. I asked him what happened and he said that he knew I didn't like the wizard (which I don't, it used to creep me out and give me nightmares) so he got it covered - but it was covered, sort of, with the fake make-up and another part with a new one of tigger. But it wasn't any tigger, but the one I drew on my angel niece's wall and that was strange and I was going to ask him about it...
Then my alarm went off. I hit snooze and tried to focus on what I remembered, because when I do sometimes I can get back into the dream... but not this time.
So, am I going crazy or what?
posted by Ali @ 1:16 PM
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