Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Ok, so maybe not sooo RED

My hair, that is. It's done. I can not be un-done. Wow. This is actually a little scary. I waiver between "Oh My God, I really like it" to "what crack was I smoking when I decided to do this"???

I'm going to get Ar (or someone, but probably Ar 'cause she's good and shit) to help me get a picture online so you all can see just what it is that I have done. WOW. That's really all I can say.

There are highlights (read: very blonde streaks that are a color that prior to had only ever appeared on the ENDS of my hair) and lowlights (read: read streaks). It makes for an interesting mix, to say the least. I refuse to make a decision about my opinion about it yet for a few reasons...

  1. this is the first time I've done this, of course I am going to second, then third and fourth guess myself
  2. I haven't "done" it yet, and you know that makes a huge difference
  3. I'm concerned that, on some level, I may not like the decision and the only way to fix it would be to chop it all off and I know I would not like that plan

Ok, so I am done. I don't know how posty I'll be able to be this week. It's not for a lack of wanting to post, it's just for an excessive number of outside commitments. (Did I mention that I met another someone - randomly - and I have a date tomorrow? I don't have very high hopes as he seems a bit dull but whatever, I can at least see how he reacts to the hair... and there was initially something so I don't want the second reaction to completely negate the first...)

Plus I have a dentist appointment (oops, almost forgot, glad they called) and have SOOOOO much work to do before I leave this weekend I can't stand it... between lacrosse and my "real" job I don't know how I'm going to find time to breathe, let alone sleep...

Then there is the whole, we still haven't gotten the final schedule for this weekend so we have been unable to work on it. And Tuesday is already over. But I really don't want to think about the implications of that so I'll move on...

Oh, the X. Well, we "chatted" today via e-mail. I didn't tell him what was wrong (because I'm not quite sure myself to be completely honest) but I did tell him I wasn't in the most happy and positive places. He understands that means I don't want to talk, but he did offer that if I did want to he would be there. He has (apparently) gained himself a new scar or two from being over there, but is at least back in the (relatively) safe Sicily (because I mean come on, if the US and London aren't safe where is???).

Sometimes I wonder why it is that I do this to myself.

(And seriously, how more depressed and sad can I sound? If I don't cut it out soon no one will read this anymore...)

And I MISS MY DOG

Ok, I'm done. Good night, love you all...

posted by Ali @ 9:58 PM

1 Comments:

At 2:40 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Where is Cami??? What's going on???


I WANT TO SEE YOUR HAIR!!! I LOVE highlighty, red hair. It's great. I'm sure it looks brilliant!

Have fun on the date .. if nothing else perhaps you'll get a free meal? haha.

 

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