Extra(ordinary) Girl
she's an extra(ordinary) girlin an ordinary world
and she can't get away
she's all alone again
wiping the tears from her eyes
she gets so sick of crying
she sees the mirror of herself
an image she wants to sell
to anyone willing to buy
she's all alone again
wiping the tears from her eyes
some days it's not worth trying
now that they both are finding
she gets so sick of crying
Did I ever mention how much I love Greenday, because I do? And I lust each and every member as well. I would love to believe that I would let them have their way with me. Such a fun idea to ponder.
You know, I was thinking about my friends and how they say that I'm different. I'm not so sure I believe them anymore. Now I'm thinking that maybe, possibly, they say things like that because they know it makes me feel better and allows me to feel good about myself. They love me and don't want me to be sad so they do what they can to make me better, but in reality I am quite possibly a most extremely ordinary person.
Maybe that's the real secret and reason for everything.
Oh, and for those of you who may actually someday find yourself reading this I would like you to understand that while I have thought each and every thing I've written here it doesn't necessarily mean that I have bought into it all. They are things that run through my head. You're allowed to have thoughts w/o them being complete fact. Some things I believe all the time, some I believe some of the time, and some I only believe when I am really very low.
Please don't think you can know me simply by reading my thoughts.
posted by Ali @ 9:50 AM
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