Monday, February 27, 2006

Last Minute Post

The sole purpose of this post is so that I have SOMETHING posted in February. I know, there is still tomorrow but I seriously doubt that I will have time and I have like 10 seconds now so I am going for it.

Things have been crazy (like normal) and I have been neglecting except that which I really sort of have to take care of - but not everything and that is a bad thing. I am going to work on it. Just like everything else.

I have GOT to start seriously simplifying my life because this is insane.

I had my first college game Saturday at St Mary's in southern Maryland. It was actually pretty nice out - not kilt weather by any stretch of the imagination - but I didn't have on any Under Armor - so that's a good thing.

I just found out that one of my students - who is an athlete and was acting a fool today and was sent out on a referral - got himself changed out of my class. In the beginning of the semester he was specially changed into my class. I mentioned it to the coach and how gee, I wish I was a star athlete sometimes because when things don't go my way I would like to have someone change it to suit me - and he defended the student and the action that happened. Saying that “sometimes”, and he wasn't necessarily implying I did it, but some teachers are extra hard on the athletes.

Such absolute and complete bull shit.

If anything I put up with too much off the athletes.

The biggest problem I have with this job, and I will freely admit it to anyone who is interested, it that I am not good at discipline.

I don't see that there is any consequence for their actions or anything that I do, so I don't bother to do anything. Which is BAD. And I know it. I just can't seem to get myself to change with all the other 1 million tons of shit that they put on me and that I take onto myself.

ARUGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Anyway, so here I am. I am alive. I am still sort of seeing someone that some people know some about and that's as into that statement that I am going to go right now. It may be as far as I ever go. Who knows. Right now I just want to go home and go to bed - but I can't because I have to grade all my kids' stuff.

Do you know what's worse about the whole situation? I hurts my feelings that he left my class.

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