Monday, February 27, 2006

Last Minute Post

The sole purpose of this post is so that I have SOMETHING posted in February. I know, there is still tomorrow but I seriously doubt that I will have time and I have like 10 seconds now so I am going for it.

Things have been crazy (like normal) and I have been neglecting except that which I really sort of have to take care of - but not everything and that is a bad thing. I am going to work on it. Just like everything else.

I have GOT to start seriously simplifying my life because this is insane.

I had my first college game Saturday at St Mary's in southern Maryland. It was actually pretty nice out - not kilt weather by any stretch of the imagination - but I didn't have on any Under Armor - so that's a good thing.

I just found out that one of my students - who is an athlete and was acting a fool today and was sent out on a referral - got himself changed out of my class. In the beginning of the semester he was specially changed into my class. I mentioned it to the coach and how gee, I wish I was a star athlete sometimes because when things don't go my way I would like to have someone change it to suit me - and he defended the student and the action that happened. Saying that “sometimes”, and he wasn't necessarily implying I did it, but some teachers are extra hard on the athletes.

Such absolute and complete bull shit.

If anything I put up with too much off the athletes.

The biggest problem I have with this job, and I will freely admit it to anyone who is interested, it that I am not good at discipline.

I don't see that there is any consequence for their actions or anything that I do, so I don't bother to do anything. Which is BAD. And I know it. I just can't seem to get myself to change with all the other 1 million tons of shit that they put on me and that I take onto myself.

ARUGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Anyway, so here I am. I am alive. I am still sort of seeing someone that some people know some about and that's as into that statement that I am going to go right now. It may be as far as I ever go. Who knows. Right now I just want to go home and go to bed - but I can't because I have to grade all my kids' stuff.

Do you know what's worse about the whole situation? I hurts my feelings that he left my class.

1 Comments:

At 6:03 AM, Blogger stew said...

your never here anymore, just wanted to let you know im still alive and doing well, will be out of the navy in feb 07 and have started my own business finishing boats. hope all is well babe, love yah

 

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