Saturday, October 01, 2005

ALIVE!!!

Haha. So you see, I am still alive.

I know, it's been forever and I totally suck and I am sorry. I have no IDEA what is going on with anyone because, you see, I have exactly zero time that is not already allocated to doing something else work related. Either teaching, teaching, teaching, teaching, refereeing, scheduling or, you guessed it, teaching. I am not complaining about my job. Actually, at this point it still doesn't really feel like work.

That's not to say that my kids aren't difficult, because they totally are, or that I'm all over the whole teaching grading teacher job thing, it is just COMPLETELY DIFFERENT than anything I've ever done before and it doesn't feel like work.

It's very refreshing and I think that the sadness that I've been dealing with for what feels like forever now has gone. Of course, this could be the honeymoon of just doing something new, who knows right? But I believe that this time that's actually not the case.

No use worrying about it either way because worrying won't make a bit of difference. Only time will tell... of at this point I don't have any, but that's neither here nor there...

The big thing for me is that I recognize the need to keep track of myself and how I'm dealing/thinking/feeling so my plan is to write, even if it's just once, every week... I miss this and I miss all of you. I hope you didn't forget about me...

love you
Ali

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